We had our first CAT.. uhh.. meeting in the field. And the first problem that i encountered was my HAIR. My thick, straight, heavy, FREAKING HAIR. I don't like my hair when it's in boknay. It's hard to fix. I need like more than 15 hairpins so that my bangs and my hair would not get into my face. And yeah, it's a long process fixing my hair into a neat look boknay. But then good thing miles is there to help me so she fixed it. But she admitted that my hair is so hard to fix. Yeah i know from the very beginning. The next problem is my Shirt. I like how it fits but we need to tack it in so it's not nice to look at when we tack in our shirts. And sometimes, my back is showing. Enough about the problems that i encountered. If you will ask me whether i enjoyed being on the field at around 2 o'clock, the answer would be, as impossible as it may seem, YES, i enjoyed it. But not the part when the sun rose so high. I don't want to be a nigger even though I'm already a nigger. HUH? haha. And now, i discovered what my problem will be if the training gets serious (because this meeting was not so serious. It was like an introduction so the officers are not yet so strict) I CANT CONTROL MY LAUGH or SMILE when somebody is also smiling. I know i need to have a serious face here in CAT. But i cant.. I just cant! So help me GOD!