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I always expect. I always end up getting disappointed.

ENTRY TITLE: Its been a while.
DATE / TIME : Wednesday, April 29, 2009 / 7:33 PM
Hey. Yes, I've been truant in my blog again. I have many reasons, and it's a reasonable one! Mainly because we moved out. So we didn't have Internet connection for like two weeks? Damn, i must be great, i survived those two weeks without a life! Good thing, Disney channel and Nickelodeon kept me from getting ridiculous. We just had a cable you see, but it's noob! Wala yung ibang channels, but good thing, I can watch Hannah Montana season 3 and Wizards of Waverly place! woo (Sorry, though i hate Miley, i like her show! haha.) Boy i did miss my Internet world! Basically, I'm here in front of my computer to give you updates. Blaablaaa. Here i go.

042309. Just when I though I'd be watching AI season 8 till the finals, i was wrong. Just when i thought i would still be getting anxiety attack every Wednesday and Thursday, I was wrong. Just when i thought I would still be getting the impulse to wake up early and vote on a Thursday morning, I was wrong. And just when I though I would be seeing Anoop on the top three? I WAS F-ING WRONG. Yep, I'm sure all of you knows already that my Anoop Desai, my all time American Idol, got eliminated on that horrendous day of April. He did not deserved that. I'm not talking as a fan here, I'm talking as a fair critique. I'm not saying that he is the best singer in the bunch (actually for me he is, but since I'm a fair person, I will say he isn't haha) but he sure got tremendous talent. Man, but I'm certain that he's better than Matt and Kris. See? I'm fair! i didn't said that he's better than Lambert and Gokey, though my heart is shouting that HE IS THE BEST SINGER FOR ME! MORE THAN ADAM AND DANNY!!! Okay, back to my consciousness. So yeah, I was so mad during that day. And I cried, for real. Fine, you may say I'm so much of a fan girl but I cant help it! I was really disappointed that day, i was in a state of sorrow. I've been readying my self for this time since the day Megan got eliminated because he was always in the bottom 3 after that. But guess what? I'm just not ready! And i will never be ready! But I'm okay now. I'm not depressed anymore. But of course there are those times when I'm occasionally down and has a bad mood because I cant help but to reminisce the moment Seacreast said that he got eliminated. I'm always listening to his songs and looking at his pictures after he got eliminated. Though it really hurts.. Damn, now i wished Matt wasn't saved by the judges because Anoop will still be on the top five if Matt didn't get saved. I mean, i love Matt's personality. But Anoop is a better singer! Okay okay, I'll stop now, this is getting long. Good thing we didn't have Internet during the time he got kicked off that scripted show. Or else my blog may have been restricted for kids. It will be full of curses and bad words.

Anoop is still my American idol. I just love him so much, but not in a creepy way! I know God has a better plan for him. The best plan i should day.

042709. It's one of my good friends birthday. Happy 16th to Patricia Dyan Neri! I love this girl so much. My co-trooper. Anyway, It was a fun day! THANK YOU!! :D Oh and happy birthday to Allison Iraheta. LoL whatever.

Movies marathon! The Adventures of Foodboy, wee, I like this movie, Damn Lucas Gabreel is so cuute! Not his usual Ryan Evans self! And speaking of Disney channel movies, when will Minuteman comes out? Superbad, funny movie. I actually liked it. Yay to the guy from Juno, he's cute. Haha. Tropic Thunder, the Vietnamese baby is so cute! I want to have a screen caps of him! Haunting in Connecticut, it was okay. It was scary but not to the point that I shivered. But the dead bodies sure are creepy. It haunts me in my dreams!

I found another heaven store for me! Accesorize. (am i right?) It is located at the 2nd floor of Festival mall. Damn i want to shop there! But its so expensive. I want the beanies and the winter gloves and the winter scarves! I dint know i just love those stuffs so much. though it's pretty useless here in the Philippines cause it's raging hot in here. But I would definitely buy those cute beanies. it's like the beanies I've been craving for so long. Look at Selena Gomez's outfits in Wizards of Waverly Place, she likes to wear beanies and it's too cute! But it ranges from 600 to 800 I guess. Darn, I need money! Every time i'll go to Festi, I will visit that store! haha. And Clipper! It's in my system already to window shop at Clipper. I love cute stuffs!!

What else is there to blabber? hmm. Let's see.. Oh a while ago, I was in Manila, in UST to be exact and I was intoxicated by the pollution. Damn, this will be my "home" for 5 years! Saw the engineering's uniform, it's okay. I'm not classmates with Delo, so it means, I'm a loner! I was not the one to pick the section because I almost miss a slot. blabla whatever. I realized, i'm not yet ready to commute alone. I already forgot the road to UST. So what else? uhh. Yeah Adam is Gay! Kris looks like a Monkey! Allison is No comment! Danny is.. Hi danny! Matt has a big zit in his forehead that will stay there forevah! K, toodles! Long post again.

ENTRY TITLE: Maybe i'm just haphazrd
DATE / TIME : Saturday, April 18, 2009 / 4:23 PM
041009. Kea's departure. It went well, i guess. It's just so sad to see a close friend go. But i didn't cried because we know that we will see each other again someday.

041409-041809. Sleepover at renren! Woohoo. Made some crappy videos and plethora of pictures!

Okay since I've been absent in my blog for quite a long time here are some random blabbers that i wanna share with you guys that I've found during my absence, you might know this already or you migh not so whatever. Here i go. Bear with me.

Watched A moment to remember, it's a Korean movie. and yes, it made me cry. And yes, it made me anxious. The girl had an Alzheimer's disease at an early age 'cause it runs in her family and something triggered it. It's when she got into a fight and some hair was pulled in his head blaablaa. I was petrified 'cause i have a mannerism of pulling out some of my hairs if it's a dead hair. (lol) And Alzheimer runs in our family too, plus recently I've been forgetting a lot of stuffs. Gee, scary.

Movies marathon, yay! Pathology; Crazy! The concept is creepy. I wouldn't like those kinds of doctors to heal me. They're crazy, man. But yeah, i love the goriness. 21; I though wouldn't be interested but i liked the movie. It made me feel that I'm really stupid, lol kidding. It's just they are so freaking intelligent and I'm jealous! haha. And Jim Sturgess is so freakin' handsome! AAAA. Angus, Thongs and perfect snogging; its my 2nd time to watch this movie, first with Bagito and second is with my sister. I really enjoy watching this movie. Aaron Johnson is really handsome! And it's for teens so yeah, i like it.

Ahhh did you know did you know? Crabbe was arrested! I mean the actor who portrays Vincent Crabbe in Harry Potter. Yes, he was arrested 'cause of drugs. That fat kid. And speaking of Harry Potter, here's the final trailer for the 6th installment. Its amazing!



Of course, every blog post that i do always includes Anoop and AI. So basically, this post wouldn't be complete without typing Anoop in it. ;) Wednesday night is AI night, Anoop sung Everything i do (i do it for you) and yes, he did brilliant. Seriously! Try to find time to listen to his performance and you will be aroused. I mean amazed ;)) But then Thursday night is elimination night and troopers got frustrated because Anoop is in the bottom 3 again! And we, i mean the other fans voted their ass off. (Long story, i wasn't able to vote. I know I'm a huge FAILURE but don't worry next week ill make sure ill vote.) And the sad part is I think that Anoop thinks that we let him down. We did try our best. I dunno what the F happened. Some said that Anoop is not really in the bottom three. UGH, the show is really biased. But of course, besides all the frustration, we are all happy that he didn't got eliminated. Sadly, Matt was eliminated. But wait.. The judges saved him! I love Matt but I'm not sure if I'm happy that he was saved. Well, of course I'm happy for him but i cant help but think that next week, two contestant will get eliminated and of course there's a possibility that it will be Anoop. (NO WAY! :( ) Let's just hope it will be Lil and Kris. Hehe.

Oh and (this is again, about Anoop) try to look at this video!



Ahh i really love the way he speaks. Green it. Mean it!

And lastly, i find this quotes funny! haha.

Kara DioGuardi said Anoop Desai looked like he was dared by his frat buddies to sing Usher. To which Anoop's frat buddies replied "We dared him to sing Ne-Yo, you bitch!".

DISLIKING ADAM LAMBERT DOES NOT MAKE YOU HOMOPHOBIC. It only means you HAVE WORKING EARS

Sorry for the long post.

ENTRY TITLE: Circus
DATE / TIME : Thursday, April 09, 2009 / 1:44 PM


That's the ford commercial of the idols. I find it funny because of Matt and Scott. Okay, too much exposure for Adam and Allison. Few exposure for Scoot and Anoop :| And in their group performance, Anoop is always the one guiding Scott. Aww, isnt that sweet? :D Anyway, this is a very sad day to me. Scott was eliminated. And yes, Anoop is in the bottom two. Very disappointing indeed. I did vote many times and I'm sure the troopers did too. What's the problem now? Before he gets like.. One of the highest votes. What's happening to the world damn it! Yeah so, farewell Scott :( We will definitely miss you and your sense of humor. Darn, let's hope Anoop wouldnt be eliminated next week :| I can't take that. K, bye!



Haha that video made me laugh! Go SMOOP! :)) So anyway I'm currently watching Scott's exit interview. Ohhh, I didn't know he was a genius. He went to university when he was only 14. WOW. I really love Scott's sense of humor. Ahhh. I love Scott! But I love Anoop the most! haha. Oh my God! I love the studio version of Anoop's true colors. ;) Brilliant!

ENTRY TITLE: SMOOP!
DATE / TIME : Wednesday, April 08, 2009 / 1:19 PM



I got the picture from rickey.org, but i kinda edited something. (The original pic was Anoop followed by Scott and then Kris.) I hope Rickey will not get mad to what I've done with the pic if ever he will see my blog. ;) VOTE SMOOP! It means Scott, Matt and Anoop. I like them the most out of all the contestants of season 8. (But of course i like/love Anoop the most out of the three. So vote for Anoop the most, heehee.) Anoop needs our vote. +1-866-436-5704! Dial idols said that he's in the bottom 2. NOOO. I'm voting my a** off. I mean fingers. Haha.

True colors. That's what Anoop sung. It was so good. I like this performance more than his OBB and YAOMM. Maybe because i know the song very well plus he did awesome! Dont you agree? He made it HIS song! Now i'm excited with the studio version of this! :)) But im not yet confident that he will not be the one eliminated tomorrow because of dial idol. AHHH. Come on, let's vote :( If he will be eliminated, i will not only be sad. I will be freaking depressed and melancholic. I just want to comment about Matt. Yay to him. It was a very nice performance! And Scott sung with a guitar. Cool. I liked his performance too. I just dont understand why the judges did'nt. Yes it wasnt perfect but still.. Oh my, i'm getting melodramatic, Everyone agree that Scott will be the one going home tomorrow :( NO!! I like what he said in the show but it makes me sad, really. "At least I’m versatile. I wanted to show that before I went home." aww Scott :( And Adam, ugh, he got a standing ovation from Simon. Ahh, why am I not shocked with that. but yeah, i must admit, i kinda like his performance today, because he didnt shrieked! Thank God. Allison did good too. I didnt really liked Danny's performance. But dont get me wrong, i like Danny's personality. Kris' performance was.. normal. Lil, the judges hated it and so did I.



Oh my god. I love it when he smiled at the camera! And the outfit? AHHHH ♥

ENTRY TITLE: Please grant my wish
DATE / TIME : Tuesday, April 07, 2009 / 11:25 PM



Ahhh. I saw a shooting star a while ago. Exquisite. Though it was short and not as magical as the one shown above, I still find it ethereal. And maybe, that one falling star will make my wish come true :)

Location: In front of Cam's house.

(GOOD LUCK on tomorrow's performance Anoop :D)

ENTRY TITLE: Finally, new stuffs!
DATE / TIME : Sunday, April 05, 2009 / 11:02 PM
Finally, i was able to unwind a little by going to the mall. (Yes, that's one way to make me relax a bit.) As a grad gift, my sister let me spend some of her cash. I was planning to buy these really cute rubber shoes in Skechers but it's expensive. Like 3000 plus. So i decided to just buy clothes. Shirts to be exact, wasn't able to buy pants. Kulang na sa budget. Ahhh yay, i bought shirts from The Perfect White Shirts. One is the "Save the Climate" which is available in different countries but of course i bought the design for Philippines. (But i actually like the design for Japan, not available though) And the other one is the color yellow "Walk the Talk" not sure what that means though. Hehe. So anyway, I really like the shirts from the pre-teens section in SM dep store. (Kasya sakin yung some shirts dun :P) The designs are way cuter than the designs for teens. That's just my opinion though. Don't you agree?

ENTRY TITLE: Caw, caw
DATE / TIME : Thursday, April 02, 2009 / 8:43 PM

I like the episode of AI today, the idols were so funny. Especially the part where they were imitating one another. Anoop imitates Kris, LOL look at the picture above! I think Matt, Danny and Anoop are really close so i like them three. :P I really find Matt funny. Megan is so crazy, i love her! Too bad she was eliminated. But at the back of my mind I'm thankful that she was the one out because if not, it will be Anoop because Seacrest said that Anoop got the second lowest votes. SERIOUSLY? For real? I don't think so! I voted, many times! And I'm sure the troopers did too. Anoop and Megan looked cute together. Hehe. But I hate the part when Ryan forgot to call Anoop to stand up. Ugh. And i still hate the judges.

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I want a summer job, but at the back of my mind, i just want to spend my time in front of the computer. So supposedly Me and Kir will find a job tomorrow but i backed out due to some circumstances. (Pero hindi yung katamaran ko yun ah ;P)

ENTRY TITLE: This is unethical!
DATE / TIME : Wednesday, April 01, 2009 / 11:49 AM
Anoop sung Caught Up by Usher. I still prefer slow songs for him but I'm not saying that he did bad. In fact, we all think that he did good. But why the hell did the judges thought that it was awful? Randy said that his vocals were good but it's not the right song choice for him. Dude, he was the one who said that Anoop must do this kind of songs this week. The hell. And Kara said that she had a feeling that a bunch of frat guys dared him to sing that. That was so mean, Kara! Seriously! I hate you now for that. For me, Paula has the nicest comment of them all, though not that nice. And Simon was really harsh, really really harsh. He said that it was a mess and that Anoop was like a college guy trying to be a pop star and failing. (It's like what he said when he sung Beat It) UGH! I'm very mad! And I'm sure other fans are too. Their judging is not fair anymore. It's obvious that they have favoritism. It's always Adam, Kris and Danny who gets the good comments even though sometimes their performance aren't that good. Oh God, I'm so nervous for tomorrow. Even though Anoop has a large fan base, I'm still not in a tranquil state. Dialidol prediction that he's in the bottom three. Come on lets vote for Anoop! YES, finally, nakalusot din sa gizmo, nakavote din :D Okay, enough about Anoop. Lets go to other contestants. ADAM, the judges liked his performance. AND I DIDN'T. Damn it, it has his usual shrieking. It irritate my ears. And he sung Play that funky music which is like, OLD. I thought the theme was itunes top 100 or contemporary songs? ALLISON, Hmmm. I still hate her. Nothing will change. I didn't like her looks. Rocker much? But her vocals were perfect for the song so it was good. DANNY, i find it boring but it was good, doesnt amaze me that much though. The judges find It brilliant as usual. Simon's comment was really maddening. "It was so much better than the others so far, like two snails competing with a racehorse, great job." The two snails that he's referring to is Anoop and Megan! KRIS, It's okay, nice. (but Anoop did better ;P) But it was kinda boring. But then again, the judges liked it. Kara even said that this is artistry. Yeah, right. LIL, No comment. I don't really like Lil. MATT, the song is definitely contemporary. His performance was not that good. But i still like Matt. MEGAN, ohh Megan. Still so pretty. But she has the same voice every week. I'm getting tired of her voice. Plus, not a good performance. Is it bye bye for Megan? I'm gonna miss her quirkiness and gorgeous face. SCOTT, YAAY to Scott. Finally he was praised by the judges. Well, because he deserves it. it was a good performance! :D

I'm a fan of Anoop so bear with me. You will always see my blog post praising, complementing or defending Anoop to the point where i'm writing not so good comments about the other contestants. SORRY. Bugso ng damdamin. HAHA. So, i would just like to say sorry to the fans of the other idols :)



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